So uh, i just finished listening to the Pet Test 2 by Verity Lay. and um.
Wow.
Heres a link to the file, note its a sequel. https://verityley.bandcamp.com/track/pet-test-2-treats-and-heat
This was intense. part 1 was already the file that sent me particularly deep and was particularly effective, and Verity just took an S tier and made it feel mid with part 2.
This was genuinely liberating. I started crying when it ended b/c I didn't want it to be over. I am in awe.
Its unlocked feelings I never knew existed like they do. I want to reiterate, genuinely **liberating**.
Im a bit embarassed to admit, but it reminds me of stuff I started feeling when I began my transition. "You know those things you fantasize about thatll never come true (youll never be a girl, you'll never be a puppy). Well, youre wrong lol".
At least, ill be able to experience being a puppy sometimes.
For being a woman, i at one point thought it was completely sexual. Guess that's now true for being a dog, too.
Even my collar i sometimes wear just... makes me feel so safe and at peace atm. Gonna be a tear filled night tonight.
i just need regulars in irl life to bring the doggy out now i suppose.